The Light and Fallen

There is an acknowledgment to myself that I am going to mess this up, an understanding that there is room to grow. Each of my failures just affirms the truth that we are all starting over and rising again.

We hurt and have hurt other people. We all feel lost sometimes. And will they let me admit it too? Thank goodness there is a Guardian to come before me and throw off the dark.

Every action is a step in some direction. There is no pause in living. I was thinking about Latin names like Javier, but I don't want to make my jumping, distractable self sound mysterious and sexy. Ricky Bobby makes me laugh. A name like that seems silly, not strong.

Just a goofy little thing that doesn't know what to do with its hands, likes to go fast, and loves tiny, infant, baby Jesus. I don't want to board a plane to feel the kiss of heaven. I want to carry it with me wherever I go. I want my fragile, hurting heart, to recognize fleeting kairos, eternal moments as they pass. I want to be my own mountain and my own retreat. Every day is a new chance to listen longer and be braver and love more.

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We get to try again and again and again. I believe in goodness. I believe in the power of turning: Open our eyes to see that you are all things, the light and the darkness, not only those things that seem good in our eyes, but the horrifying unexplainable. Wrap us up inside of the cloud and reveal the mysteries that can only be learned in places of sorrow, that when we walk out we will be as Moses, transformed by the shadow and beaming with the radiant light of your glory.

The boars won't attack you unless you attack them, that is why I use them instead of Bears. The great thing is if their is a pack of them is they will swarm assault anything that attacks one of them. With areas all over the map where these things stack up it took me a few hours to boar bomb them to the point that there were very few of them left. Leave a pack of 15 to 20 boars around where the messes were.

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These spawns will not be deleted with the DestroyWildDinos command, possibly because you spawned them in. Start a New Discussion. Discussions Rules and Guidelines. This is ONLY to be used to report spam, advertising, and problematic harassment, fighting, or rude posts. All trademarks are property of their respective owners in the US and other countries. Depending on what you like, you can use either your blades or firearms. The fourth hellguard is to be found soon after you acquire the grenade launcher and Deal with the Suffering while searching for the second part of the Rod.

Explore the north-western part of the mentioned area to find the hellguard nailed to one of the walls.

Use your firearms to finish him off. The fifth hellguard can be fund right before your battle with Nhoss. Before you jump down to the area in which the battle is to take place, turn south-east. You will notice the hellguard in the distance. The sixth hellguard is in the underground tunnel. After you use the ramp at the barricaded pass, jump over to a small ledge and position yourself at the right angle on the lower level. After you notice the hellguard, use either your firearms of blades to dispose of him. The seventh hellguard is located in the second underground tunnel.

After you deal with him, explore the room to the south, adjacent to the to the tunnel. The eighth hellguard is to be found during your searches for the third part of the Rod. More precisely, you can find him right after you dealt with the second Nhoss. Explore the area where you fought him and finish the hellguard off with your firearms. The ninth hellguard is to be found during your pass over the upper part of the bridge.

Soon after you deal with the third Nhoss, examine the bridge's pillars.