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One that they find easy to prey upon. One that they condition to suit their sick needs. When he rebels, everything is intensified. These books are not for the weak-hearted. They contain a powerful, personal account of a little boy's nightmare. One that he could not escape It is one of physical, mental, emotional, and sexual abuse. Perhaps in its cruelest form, as most of it was inflicted upon him by the very ones who should've protected the most.

When the only attention received, is abusive. To have a a lifetime of it. This is far from being a fairytale.

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And so, imagine if you will, this child's mind set. That if, from as far back as you can remember, you were viewed as nothing more than a nuisance Never receiving a loving touch or embrace. Never a kind word. Never being able to fully trust. Ever vigilant, anticipating the "next time.

Worthless - within your own family. Actually fearing the help by any outsiders, because you know your parents would retaliate To love them with all your heart, yet receive none in return. To live in a family where you are reminded daily, that you are not wanted. Where you practically do not exist; except when they want to use you for their own sick gratification.

Never hearing the words from your parents, that most of us take for granted; a sentence most of us either hear or utter every day, to our loved ones. JD's courage in writing and sharing his story should be applauded. I know that it is. I also know, that in some ways, for him, doing so was far more terrifying than living through it the first time. What if you felt you had to reveal your most intimate embarrassing and humiliating of secrets, to try and make sense of it all? To just try and heal? Yet that in doing so, thinking the world would hate you?

Despite that fear, he has shown us what to look for, within the realm of abuse. He has taught us that things like this really do exist in this world. And he has proven to us that there is always hope There are those who will, and have said, that this story isn't happy enough. It is that kind of attitude that allows and fuels the "head in the sand" mentality regarding the subject of abuse.

If we don't believe it exists, then it won't. In far too many forms. There is NO excuse for any child to endure even a fraction of what JD has, and to a point still does today. JD's life is a perfect example of how the human spirit can and does survive. Here in the U. It is simply, "See something - say something.

And we, as a decent society should listen. Thank you, James, for sharing your story. And for making us "see. Feb 06, Angela Peters rated it it was amazing. There are some stories that leave an indelible print on your psyche. The Dear Teddy Series is one such story. Young Jamie takes us on his horrific journey of abuse, neglect and despair, inflicted by the hands of those who should love and cherish this beautiful young boy, his parents.

With no-one to turn to he shares his deepest thoughts and fears with his one true friend, his teddy bear, who is his silent companion and protector. Beautifully written and told in the words of the child. Graphic in i There are some stories that leave an indelible print on your psyche. Graphic in its depiction, not only is the Author telling us his story, he wants us to sit up and be aware of what is going on in the world around us.

I wish peace of mind and a lifetime of happiness for this amazing Author and man. Jun 24, Kirsty Adams rated it it was amazing. A set of books that will stay with me forever. The horrors that are described are heartbreaking and as a reader, so many emotions such as fear, frustration, anger and such sadness was experienced throughout the books.

My review will never do this set of books justice. The way JD communicates his story is inspiring and I thank him for his bravery in sharing his story. Mar 03, Cynthia rated it it was amazing. Absolutely amazing and heartbreaking series! Jul 27, Annie Walsh rated it it was amazing. Dear Teddy set book review Author: Stockholm These books were unlike anything I have read before. For this reason it has earned a 5 star rating from this reader.

This set of books, starting with Dear Teddy, gives witness to the hor Dear Teddy set book review Author: These books affected me in a profound way. As much as you might want to close the books for a while to escape the sadness of the experiences of this child, you almost feel compelled to keep going and not abandon the author as he retells his childhood. JD Stockholm has an ability to render the reader as powerless as he was as a child and gives those readers the perspective of a young child existing in an impossible situation. This is a personal journey that this courageous author shares with his readers.

While it may be difficult to read at times because it gives a first hand account of the abuse he suffered, as a reader I have come to realize that these books are a gift. Reading an account such as this one reminded me of the impact we have on one another as human beings and how important it is to offer protection and safety to those weaker than ourselves.

I commend JD Stockholm for sharing this part of his life with us readers. May 03, Linda rated it it was amazing.

But I discovered what actual courage was through the voice of a little boy that stole my heart. And in a way, I felt like Jamie was holding my hand, telling me it's ok.. Sit with him as he tells you, in his own words.. The words are haunting and disturbing and gut-wrenching coming from a little boy but they need to be heard. Go on his journey with him.. That there are people in this world that do care. Even though I'm overwhelmed and yes..

But I did it.. I did it for this little boy, I did it for my nephew who was killed at the hands of a monster, I did it for all the children out there who haven't discovered their voice.. The ones who still suffer in silence. Apr 25, LeeAnn Hardeman rated it liked it. At the time of this review,I am unaware if he continued with his story in another of his books.

After getting to know the author as a small child and being with him through to his late teens, but what happened next?

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How did he get to writing these books? Did he finish his degree? What was life as an adult like? You will not get any of these questions answered. The book just ends. It feels like I've watched 10 seasons of a show that left you with the always utilized cliffhanger, but season 11 never aired and the show was cancelled and all copies of the last season were destroyed, forever leaving you hanging.

These books were great until the end Apr 20, Stephanie Miner rated it it was amazing. These books have left an indelible mark on my llife and emotions that will last a lifetime. What this child endured left me so angry I had a hard time dealing with my hatred and disgust with the adults in his life that perpetrated such vile acts and cruel treatment on this most innocent precious child. I read most of Jamie's account of his tragic childhood in tears and a desire to be able to reach into the stories and just cradle him and save him from these atrocities and insure him he does matt These books have left an indelible mark on my llife and emotions that will last a lifetime.

I read most of Jamie's account of his tragic childhood in tears and a desire to be able to reach into the stories and just cradle him and save him from these atrocities and insure him he does matter. I send my prayer to this special man that he has been able to find some peace in his life and put these awful memories behind him. Sep 21, Suzie Q rated it it was amazing. Broken but still whole An amazing story. For a little boy to grow up and deal with all he has gone through.

Many would have ended their life. I will wish could hug the little boy and let him know not everyone is like that. By the end of the book, I am completely inspired and appreciate him writing his story.

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Please read with care! Thank you JD Stockholm for sharing your story! Jul 29, Pat rated it it was amazing. I couldn't put this book down with a tear stained face I read and read.. It's so darn raw and to think a little guy had to endure this as his life!!! It shattered me completely— my heart is so open for him as a man I need to hug him … To be able to continue his life amazes me.. So extremely proud of you Jamie.

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Apr 13, Mabel Mumbles rated it it was amazing. I have to say it was really hard to read these books due to the subject matter, but the author writes beautifully with honesty and clarity, in such a way that draws you in to his life and your compelled to follow him through everything he has had to experience, feeling his pain, sorrow, suffering and heartache.

It is a very hard subject to cover, and as t "The bad people don't be able to beat us. It is a very hard subject to cover, and as traumatic and heart wrenching as it is, it is a story that warrants telling and I know that the braveness of this author in doing so will help people understand and recognize how it feels to be subject to abuse and most importantly that those that are suffering or have suffered at the hands of an abuser that they are not alone and that there is courage in surviving each day. I have some hopes for the author, that as hard as I am sure his life still is, that he has found love and is loved, as he truly deserves it.

Jun 30, Isabel Rivera rated it it was amazing. Dear Mr Stockholm I cry a lot ,but keep reading.

Make me frustrated and desperate,because I couldn't helped Because is the true story,thinking about how many children suffered the adults abuse and neglect manipulate their minds. The afraid of the children believe everything the adults say like something bad happens and never talk. But why some woman called mothers,some are monsters. The Story is real well written, raw,powerful unique and excellent. Every chapter is a lesson of reality and surv Dear Mr Stockholm I cry a lot ,but keep reading.

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Every chapter is a lesson of reality and survival highly recommended. Nov 15, Yvette Grimes rated it it was amazing. I completed book one. It has taken me 10 months Not because the book was poorly written, but because my heart would break with each chapter.

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The things endured by this courageous little boy no child should ever have to face. Not only did he endure, he survived! I honestly don't know if I will read the next book. My heart is breaking right now. The thing I'm clinging to is the fact that the author didn't give up. Jul 06, Tina Henry rated it it was amazing. My heart is broken for this little boy. He keeps my secrets and my stories. He is the only one who loves me back. I keep falling asleep. I get sore all the time. Because I got evil. Please make me be good. Where does an abused child turn when he has no one to talk to?

Believing that he is evil and meant to be a victim, he tells his horrific journey to his only friend, Mr. The boy is five. In his own words through the compelling pages of his journal, he writes in terrific detail of unspeakable abuse forced upon him by his parents. Through manipulation and control, he is moulded into a creation of their own design.

I love you very much. I love my Mr. He is all mine and he is magic. He keeps me safe from the bad man. I hug him all tight. We sit on the floor by the fire. I don't be allowed to sit on the chairs. I am too evil.

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Ted like to write stories. He tells me what to write. Then I draw the pictures about it and we make it all nice. I put it in my scrap book. My Nan bought me the scrap book. It is big and has lots of pages. It has a car on the front and my name. I am always stupid, forever. My badness comes out and makes it all stupid. He is my friend. We go outside and we get to play. We chop up all the bad people with our swords. We play with Andrew too. He is magic, he is invisible. Nobody ever wants Stupid Boy.

In his own words, he shows you his scars and tells you the lies that he believes; every page an accounting of the deliberate destruction of a child by those he loves and the strangers he is forced to please. His gentle spirit will reach out and amaze you with its strength. Wrap your arms around him as he opens his heart once more and shares his life with you.

Dear Teddy was born out of a conversation with my therapist at the time, a way for the child to speak after so many years of silence and being locked away in the dark. He had so much to say, and he did. Goodbye Teddy is the fourth and final book in the Dear Teddy series, as with the previous books; it is told through the eyes of the child. He asks you to walk with him as he shows you his world.

This is a tale of child abuse in all forms. Every page takes you through the horrific events and the ways he came to survive them. It shows you the betrayal by those very people that should have protected him; his mother and father. Listen as he shares his secrets, his fears, his hopes and dreams. A mother who refused to listen. A little girl desperate to escape. Wind in the Wires: A Woody Creek Novel 4. Queen of the Mersey. Land of the Living.