If he had, she might have been spared the miserable years that followed. I feared my husband would do the same. His opposition to my arguments in favour of killing myself when the time came was instinctual rather than intellectual. He was right about one thing, though. I couldn't bear watching me suffer. I had already found myself wondering every time I misplaced my keys or failed to locate my phone charger whether this was the beginning of my decline.
I wanted to set a date. I pictured a room in the Chelsea hotel and me, still young and unscathed by the muscular spasms that contort the faces of HD sufferers. My suicide note would be pitched at posterity.
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More importantly, I'd never be tempted to blog my descent into incoherence. Did the people journaling endlessly on all those HD websites never, I wondered, talk or think of anything else?
Their devotion to their disease seemed drone-like, and I cleaved towards the pro-euthanasia lobby, sensing they were more my type. Resisting gave me a buzz I hadn't felt since my youth. I was fighting for my rights! I felt the same sense of inner peace, convinced I would be doing the right thing for my family.
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Humphry also promised better days ahead. With the matter settled, I'd be free to make the most of the time remaining. But only if I laid my plans carefully. Meticulous forward planning was necessary for "self-deliverance with certainty". The act would be impossible to account for when there was nothing observably wrong. At risk herself she cannot choose to take the test to see if she has inherited the gene until she turns 18 , she would be terrified about what was to come. Rather than rush, I realised I'd have to wait until midway through the illness.
The next few weeks were spent adjudicating methods. Overdosing on heroin in the Chelsea hotel seemed hackneyed, on reflection. The Dignitas route was expensive but effective. The process took anything from 15 minutes to several hours to complete. I worried, as I had when giving birth, that something irritating in the attendant's manner might inhibit my natural processes. I gave proper consideration to the DIY options. Their efficacy was harder to establish.
Dr Philip Nitschke's handbook, a Which? Top of the scale, at the time of writing, was a method devised by Nitschke himself in It sounded excellent, but potentially difficult for someone with HD. Midway through the illness, the chorea and lack of coordination would make anything requiring fine motor movements tricky to enact. There was one other problem. I'd enjoy chatting with him. Minelli doesn't believe in false consciousness.
Everyone should have the right to kill themselves. For years, he has been demanding that the rules prohibiting the disabled and mentally ill from seeking an end be relaxed. To cope with the extra demand, Minelli envisages a Dignitas-style clinic on every street corner.
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In , year-old Daniel James was paralysed in an accident on the rugby field. His suicide at Dignitas was controversial, but his mother was sure she had done the right thing. In an interview afterwards, she said she was grateful to Dignitas for extending the suicide option to people without terminal illnesses. The suicide doctor's smugness seems justified, reflecting increased consumer interest in "end of life solutions".
From where I'm sitting, the prospect of spending Christmases laughing at Mr Bean feels like a fate worse than death. In my fantasy, Minelli offers to conduct my deliverance himself. Apart from my dad, I'd never seen anyone with HD. His affected relatives were all kept under wraps. On arrival, I was surprised how much of the scene was recognisable from Wexler's year-old accounts. There was still no sanitation or running water. The shacks where most of the victims lived looked no more commodious. I am hopeful that we will meet future challenges with courage and grace, as she has.
My heart goes out to her, to my daughter, who is also a mother of children at risk, and to any who find themselves living these challenges. Lots of factual info! I struggle daily with everything in this book. The thoughts are as if she read my mind. I wish everyone I know would read it because I have moments when I want to scream at my friends for their trifles.
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Great book, could not stop reading. A must read if you are interested in Huntingtons disease, keeps you wanting to read more and more, and never stop. Should have known by the title that this was a big pity party, nothing but poor me. Whatever happened to the person who was afflicted and the children facing the possibility of this horrible disease?
It's not "her" life that is ruined, but theirs. My husband was diagnosed with this disease at a much older age than is usual. So I am looking for enlightenment and coping skills, neither of which the author seems to possess. See all 5 reviews. Amazon Giveaway allows you to run promotional giveaways in order to create buzz, reward your audience, and attract new followers and customers. Learn more about Amazon Giveaway. Set up a giveaway. What other items do customers buy after viewing this item? Customers who viewed this item also viewed.
My Family's Deadly Secret. The Woman Who Walked into the Sea: Huntington's and the Making of a Genetic Disease. The disease progresses most rapidly in individuals with juvenile or early-onset HD, and death often follows within 10 years. Individuals with juvenile HD usually inherit the disease from their fathers, who typically have a later onset form of HD themselves.
To verify the link between the number of CAG repeats in the HD gene and the age at onset of symptoms, scientists studied a boy who developed HD symptoms at the age of two, one of the youngest and most severe cases ever recorded. They found that he had nearly repeats. This correlation has been confirmed in other studies. A predictive or presymptomatic genetic test is an option for someone who has a family history of HD but shows no symptoms. Genetic testing makes it possible to predict with a higher degree of certainty whether or not the person will develop HD. The decision to undergo presymptomatic testing is a highly personal and often difficult one to make.
Common reasons that people choose to take the test include planning for marriage, children, education and career decisions, finances, stress, or simply to relieve uncertainty. Centers across the U. With the participation of families with HD, researchers and health professionals have developed guidelines for HD genetic testing. A team of specialists will help the at-risk person decide if testing is the right choice, and will carefully prepare the person for a negative, positive, or inconclusive test result. Whatever the results of genetic testing, the at-risk individual and family members can expect powerful and complex emotional responses.
Because receiving test results may prove to be devastating, testing guidelines call for continued counseling even after the test is complete and the results are known. In order to protect the interests of minors, including confidentiality, testing is not recommended for those under the age of 18 unless there is a compelling medical reason for example, the child is exhibiting symptoms.
Prenatal testing is an option for people who have a family history of HD and are concerned about passing the disease to a child. Before requesting a prenatal test, and even before pregnancy, it is a good idea to seek advice from a genetic counselor. Prenatal testing can be done using either the direct method or the linkage method.
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As with adult testing, the direct method provides higher certainty. However, in addition to revealing the HD gene status of the fetus, the direct method also reveals the status of the at-risk parent. Hopeful parents who do want to know their own HD gene status may opt for the linkage method, which is also known as prenatal exclusion testing. This test does not look for the HD gene itself but instead indicates whether or not the fetus has inherited a chromosome 4 mutation from the affected grandparent. If the test shows that the fetus has inherited a chromosome 4 mutation from the unaffected grandparent, then the fetus has not inherited HD.
Parents can choose not to know the exact results of genetic testing and thus are not forced to confront their own HD gene status. These procedures are available only at some specialized IVF clinics and require extensive counseling, preparation, and expense. A number of medications may be prescribed to help control emotional and movement problems associated with HD. It is important to remember however, that while medicines may help keep these clinical symptoms under control, there is no treatment to stop or reverse the course of the disease.
Most of the medications available for HD symptoms work by modulating neurotransmitters—the chemical messages that shuttle between neurons. For many of these drugs, their mechanisms of action against HD are not fully understood. Antipsychotic drugs, such as risperidone, olanzapine, or haloperidol, or other drugs such as clonazepam, may help to alleviate choreic movements and may also be used to help control hallucinations, delusions, and violent outbursts.
Antipsychotic drugs, however, typically do not help with the muscle contractions associated with dystonia involuntary muscle contractions that can cause slow, repetitive movement or abnormal postures , and may in fact worsen the condition, causing stiffness and rigidity. For depression, physicians may prescribe citalopram, fluoxetine, sertraline, nortriptyline, or other compounds.
Tranquilizers can help control anxiety and lithium may be prescribed to combat pathological excitement and severe mood swings. Drugs used to treat the symptoms of HD may have side effects such as fatigue, sedation, decreased concentration, restlessness, or hyperexcitability, and should be only used when symptoms create problems for the individual.
For those on medication, it may be difficult to tell if a particular symptom, such as apathy or memory loss, is a sign of the disease or a drug reaction. Cognitive problems are often the first changes that are noticed in HD. Education about cognitive symptoms is also helpful for individuals and families. As the disease progresses, it is important to maintain regular daily routines for the person and to provide an environment with minimal distractions.
Care should be taken not to isolate individuals who have become slow to engage in conversation or respond to questions. It is extremely important for a person with HD to maintain physical fitness as much as the course of the disease allows. Individuals who exercise and keep active tend to do better than those who do not. A daily regimen of exercise can help the person feel better physically and mentally.
Although their coordination may be poor, individuals should continue walking, with assistance if necessary. Wearing special padding may also help reduce injuries in the event of a fall. Wearing sturdy shoes that fit well can help too, especially shoes without laces that can be slipped on or off easily. Impaired coordination may make it difficult for people with HD to feed themselves and to swallow. As the disease progresses, people with HD may even choke. In helping individuals to eat, caregivers should allow plenty of time for meals.
While some foods may require the addition of thickeners, other foods may need to be thinned. Some individuals may benefit from swallowing therapy, which is especially helpful if started before serious problems arise. Suction cups for plates, special tableware designed for people with disabilities, and plastic cups with tops can help prevent spilling. Proper nutrition is needed to ensure the individual with HD takes in enough calories to maintain body weight.
Sometimes people with HD, who may burn as many as 5, calories a day through involuntary movements, require five meals a day to take in the necessary number of calories. Physicians may recommend vitamins or other nutritional supplements. When swallowing and nutritional problems become severe, some individuals and their families choose to use a feeding tube.
Individuals with HD are at special risk for dehydration and therefore require large quantities of fluids, especially during hot weather. Bendable straws can make drinking easier for the person. In some cases, water may have to be thickened with commercial additives to give it the consistency of syrup or honey. Individuals and families affected by HD can take steps to ensure that they receive the best advice and care possible.
Some organizations support scientific workshops and research and provide information that enables families, health professionals and investigators to exchange information, learn of available services and benefits, and work toward common goals. HD support groups exist in many states across the country. State and local health service agencies can provide information on community resources and family support groups that may exist.
Possible types of help include:. Legal and social aid. Wills and other important documents should be drawn up early to avoid legal problems when the person with HD may no longer be able to represent his or her own interests. Family members should also seek out assistance if they face discrimination regarding insurance, employment, or other matters. Caring for a person with HD at home can be exhausting, but part-time assistance with household chores or physical care of the individual can ease this burden. Domestic help, meal programs, transportation programs, nursing assistance, occupational therapy, or other home services may be available from federal, state, or local health service agencies.
Recreation and work centers. Many people with HD are eager and able to participate in activities outside the home. Therapeutic work and recreation centers give individuals an opportunity to pursue hobbies and interests and to meet new people. A few communities have group housing facilities that are supervised by a resident attendant and that provide meals, housekeeping services, social activities, and local transportation services for residents.
These living arrangements are particularly suited to the needs of individuals who are alone and who, although still independent and capable, risk injury when they undertake routine chores like cooking and cleaning. While many families may prefer to keep relatives with HD at home whenever possible, a long-term care facility may prove to be best. To hospitalize or place a family member in a care facility is a difficult decision that may require professional counseling. Finding the proper facility can itself prove difficult. Organizations such as the HDSA may have referrals to facilities that have had experience in the care of individuals with HD.
Very few of these exist however, and even fewer have experience with individuals with juvenile or early-onset HD who require special care because of their age and symptoms. The mission of the National Institute of Neurological Disorders and Stroke NINDS is to seek fundamental knowledge about the brain and nervous system and to use that knowledge to reduce the burden of neurological disease.
The NINDS also supports training for the next generation of HD researchers and clinicians, and serves as an important source of information for people with HD and their families. These findings have proven invaluable for diagnosis and research, and have enabled neuroscientists to create animal models of the disorder.
Signs of HD have been reproduced in fruit flies, mice, and non-human primates by giving the animals one or more copies of the HD mutations found in people. These models are used to study mechanisms of the disease, to identify potential therapeutic strategies, and to move forward with those strategies most likely to work and least likely to cause harm for individuals. Just as important, the gene discovery enables neurologists to recruit individuals who carry the HD gene into clinical studies early—before they become ill.