After all, our experiment with living alone is still in its earliest stages, and we are just beginning to understand how it affects our own lives, as well as those of our families, communities and cities. No one told me when I was small that I could live like this. On Saturday I wake at six and relishing the day ahead. I teach on Mondays and Tuesdays; I have to reread a novel for each class and take notes on it. Nothing makes me happier than the thought of this. All day I will read and take notes. But normally I go nowhere except to the fridge if I am hungry to see what's there, or to the sofa to lie down if my back is tired, or to the rocking chair if I feel a need to rock.
Normally there's not much in the fridge. In the kitchen there is an oven I have never opened. They are all over the apartment. That is the best part. No one sighs about books and notebooks piled up.
I want to be alone: the rise and rise of solo living
All of the notebooks have stories half-written in them, or stray sentences in search of a home, or musings that are none of anyone's business. If I like, I can go to one of them and add some paragraphs. Or worry that someone has, in my absence, opened one of my notebooks and found that they don't like the tone of what is written there. No one told me when I was small that there would come a time in my life where people would be judged by the quantity and quality of take-out menus for local restaurants.
And that I could, without consulting anyone, at any time, make a phone call, order some food, and it would soon arrive at my door. And then there is music when night falls. There is no one to question my sanity, my taste in music, or say: Did we not hear that yesterday? And then there is the small question of alcohol. No one told me when I was a teenager that there would come a time when I would not bother drinking. No one told me that when Saturday night came, I would long to talk to no one and wish to go to bed early, and that my only moment of pure and capricious pleasure would be taking a book to bed that was not for class the next week.
Otherwise, my life as a nun is a lesson to others, a pure example of good example. It has its rewards in the morning when I wake in silence with a clear head, ready for more. What with a childhood amid a vast family, then the convent, I was rarely alone. One set of grandparents lived next door, the others across the road. Many aunts, uncles and cousins were only a yell away.
The convent was black with nuns, its dormitories and classrooms packed with other girls.
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I left home when I was Almost immediately, I fell in love with a man who was, vaguely, married. An open marriage, it would be called today. I was 26, and I have lived alone since. I very much liked being in love and repeated it all too frequently. But I also hated it. My chubby legs are battling to get out: Often it was boredom: When I was in love and thought of marriage, I always came to feel like that child in the pram. Tussling with this incapacity came to an abrupt end once I started to work. I had been raised to think of work as a prelude to husband, children, home.
Once I started Virago , in , and then, from , working at Chatto , too, boredom vanished, and the days and years fled by. What do I like about living alone? The greatest blessing is the number of friendships you can indulge in, the number of people you can love. This can become frenetic but you can always cross through a night in the diary with BED in capital letters and there is no one to say nay to that. I can decorate my house to suit my eccentricities — not everyone wants to live with jugs and thousands of books.
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Every object in my home reminds me of one loved person or another. Knowing all my friends are dotted around, going about their business but available at the end of a phone is enough. There are, and have been, great tediums. Men — Auberon Waugh and Lord Longford spring to mind — have occasionally insisted to my face that I was lesbian. I felt this to be an insult to women who are lesbians as well as to myself. But there is so much to do, and to think about, and so many friends to love. They are my rock. Having lived alone for the past six years, sharing my home with anything bigger than a cat is not something I enjoy.
This doesn't make me an oddball. When Superman needs a break from saving the planet, some time to himself, where does he go? His Fortress of Solitude in the Arctic Circle. I have what I like to call my Flat of Solitude in north London. My solitude is not total. She knows where I keep the sugar.
I know to put the toilet seat down. I know she checks my internet history. It's a well-oiled machine. A change that will involve me no longer eating packets of microwavable rice and soy sauce for every meal. The spectre of co-habitation is looming on the horizon. There are, of course, some things that I won't miss about solo living. It's to do with my Wii. I am living alone for the first time at the age of Until now, most of the changes that arrived with age were mercifully gradual — the need to turn the television volume a bit higher, say, and the first few grey hairs — but this change has been huge, sudden and, for me, cataclysmic.
All my life I have been surrounded by people. As a child, I grew up in an extended family. At college, I lived and worked in a lively and energetic community. It's been nine months on my own and a difficult adjustment. But I'm getting there. My life has followed a pattern familiar to most of us as we grow older. You lose a partner; in my case my beloved husband Desmond Wilcox died. Children leave home and create their own lives; my older daughter, Emily is taking a mature student's degree; Joshua, the doctor, works in the West Country; Rebecca, the TV reporter, lives with her husband and they are expecting their first baby.
I mustn't nag them to spend more time with me. So instead I have found ways of making aloneness feel less lonely. Downsizing from my family home to a flat was a help.
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The vase my best friend gave me is on my table instead of being stashed away in a cupboard. So I fall asleep to Classic radio, which accompanies my dreams with decent music. I understand why an American survey of more than , old people found that loneliness is as bad for your health as smoking. You may have spent a lifetime looking after your family; now that they don't need you, it seems pointless to look after yourself. Cooking for one seems too much effort — I can't muster the energy or enthusiasm to make hot food for myself. Cheese and biscuits and fruit fill the gaps.
Although I am getting used to living on my own, I still think it's not natural.
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We humans are herd animals. If it were left to me, I'd make us all live in longhouses, like the ones in Nepal, with all the generations packed in together. We've evolved to depend upon each other, we need each other, especially the old. If I were a stone age woman aged 70, I'd never survive on my own. Without the warmth and protection of the tribe around me, the first cold winter would finish me off. There are mornings when I potter around contentedly at my own pace, watching the sunrise as I sip my orange juice, happy not to have anyone else cluttering up the flat, using up the last tea bag or loo roll without replacing it.
Pretty soon there'll be another cataclysm in my life, the arrival of a grandchild.
1. Him/her or his/her versus them or their
Some claim that then I'll look back on these days alone with nostalgia. Good friends, a couple, are being kicked out of their apartment this month. Decent apartments can be hard to come by in Manhattan, so it's all hands on deck, trying to help with the search. But, some of us--even professional writers--need to turn it down a notch. The Big Free Book of Success , my free e-book, which you can download here.
So, if you want to avoid becoming known as a hyper-corrective jerk, start accepting some of these minor errors in other people's diction. Here 17 of the most obvious. We don't have a gender-neutral singular possessive word in English, so many of us use "they" or "their" when technically "him or her" or "his or her" is correct. Instead of pointing this out when other people do it, however, congratulate them for trying to solve one of the biggest linguistic challenges in the English language.
This one is a personal pet peeve of mine, but that's no reason to make a federal case out of it. So be the kind of person who keeps it to yourself.
This one drives me a little crazy as well--but it's also not worth arguing about. Technically, you use "fewer" when you're talking about things that can be quantified or counted easily "This checkout line is for people with nine items or fewer. You might remember the Apple marketing campaign, "Think different. The issue here is the use of that or which at the start of a clause in the middle of a sentence. The easy way to remember the rule is that if cutting the clause would change the meaning of the sentence, use "that;" if it's not necessary, use "which.
Don't bother correcting it. Technically not a word--except that it's used so much that it's become one, colloquially anyway. One day soon we'll see it adopted officially. Until then, as someone put it on Urban Dictionary , "Everyone knows what you mean to say and only a pompous, rude asshole will correct you. It's easy to remember because 'farther' has the word 'far' in it, and 'far' obviously relates to physical distance.
Most of us get this right when we're using the singular pronouns alone. For example, "I went to the store," or "I hope she'll go out with me.
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Remove the other person from the sentence and see whether "I" or "me" still makes sense. Still, correct people for using the wrong word too often, and you'll probably wind up all by your lonesome. Using two spaces makes you look old. This is because the only reason you were taught to do that was because old-fashioned typewriters required two spaces in order to compensate for monospaced type. However, if you want to talk about battles that aren't worth fighting, don't bother with this one. As far as I'm concerned, there's no such thing as em dash overuse.