After the pain, it'll feel good Really good," he murmurs, kissing my neck repeatedly as he slowly removes my hoodie. I struggle against him, but it's no use. His gentle grip is still as strong as an iron grip. I'll do anything else Please don't do this," I beg. He bends close and pecks my lips, then he slowly pulls the leggings down my legs. He pulls away and stares at me sadly for a minute, then he sighs. You're over two-hundred years old! I won't be able to satisfy you the way you want me to," I lie quickly.
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He smirks, then he looks over my body again. He bends down near my ear with a smile. Before I can protest, he picks me up in his arms and carefully lowers me onto his bed without breaking the kiss, then he straddles me. Slowly, he moves his lips from my lips I slowly slip my hoodie back on and roll up the sleeves, then I turn to glance at Logan. Luckily, he's still sleeping. I must admit, he looks so peaceful in his sleep. I turn away from him and slowly stand up, then I tiptoe towards the door. Right when I touch the doorknob, I hear Logan's voice. I turn around and find him watching me from his bed.
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Instinctively, I release the doorknob and turn to face him. I look into his grey eyes for a second. For some reason, they look Something about him makes me want to stay I pull down the covers and crawl in beside him. For some reason, my hand lands on the warm bed sheets. I look over and find that Nikki is gone! I look up and see that Nikki is reaching for the doorknob. She lets go of the doorknob and turns to look at me. I stare at her face for a minute, then I look away.
I know she's lying. Of course she wouldn't want to be in the same room as a monster like me. I know that, but I don't want her to leave. I want to go over there, grab her, and make passionate love to her, but I know I won't. Not after what happened last night. No matter how much I enjoyed it, I know she hated every second of our night together.
She looks into my eyes for a second. She pulls down the covers and climbs onto the bed beside me. As she turns to face me, I catch a glimpse of her arms. Was I too rough last night? She looks down at her bruises, then back at me. Something in her eyes tells me that I hurt her more than I thought.
Truthfully, I enjoyed our night together After all of my struggling, I was able to focus on him and him only. I stare at him guiltily and he bites his lip fretfully. It felt really good," I admit in a voice slightly above a whisper. He studies my face carefully. For some reason, I am quick to object. Suddenly, he reaches his hand out towards me and I flinch in fear. He pulls his hand back quickly, then he looks at me with even more sorrow. I didn't mean to scare you," he whispers, sitting up slowly. His eyes are shiny with tears and I sit up, too.
I didn't mean to flinch. It's a habit," I reply. I want to tell him that he's anything BUT hideous, but instead, I reach for him and wrap my arms around his bare back comfortingly. To my surprise, he pushes me away, harder than he probably meant to and I fall back on the bed. I push her away, a little harder than I wanted to, and she falls back on the bed, then I turn to look at her sadly. I don't need to hear any more lies. She studies my tear-filled eyes, then she sits up again.
She looks taken aback. I'm supposed to call you master," she replies. You will call me Logan and nothing else, is that understood? She nods and I see fear in her eyes, which breaks my heart. She looks like she wants to protest, but after a short while, she seems to think better of it and scurries out of the room. I wait until she's gone, then I grab my hair tightly and growl at myself in frustration.
Out of all of my beautiful slaves, not one of them likes OR respects me. Not even Nikki likes me as a friend. She's only been nice to me because that's who she is. Nice, sweet, and the most beautiful girl in the whole world. Too bad I can never have her. I might as well kill myself I hear a light knock on my door and thinking it's Layla, I jump up and open it. To my surprise, I find Logan standing in the doorway, staring at me hungrily.
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Something about his bright red eyes tells me to back away, which is what I do. Without answering, he shuts the door behind him and locks it. He turns towards me with an evil smile.
I automatically back up and fall on the bed. I look over at Logan and see that his fangs are out, which means that he's thirsty. I've heard that you feel pleasure when you're bitten by a vampire , but I also heard that it's hard for them not to suck you dry. I automatically jump up and try to run past him, but he grabs my arm and pulls me against him, putting his lips to my ear.
You'll barely feel a thing," he whispers, pulling my neck towards him before I can protest. He bites down on my neck and a wave of pleasure washes over my body. After ten minutes, I start to feel lightheaded and faint. Suddenly, I fall limp in his arms and he looks up with blood dripping from his fangs I sit up in a cold sweat and automatically grab Crimson from my bedside table. Before I lay back down, I'm startled to hear a voice, "Are you okay? I turn my lamp on and see that he has a concerned look on his face. I just had a nightmare," I whisper.
His face changes from concerned to sad. I nod and his eyes shine with tears again.
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Why does it hurt him so bad that I'm afraid of him? All of the other slaves are and he still rapes and abuses them. Why am I any different? Suddenly, with vampire speed, he rushes to my side and sits beside me on the bed. It's cruel to drink from humans. Please believe me," he whispers. Oh, they're so beautiful! I want him so badly, but I'm his slave and he's a vampire. I don't think he could love anyone, let alone me.
Suddenly, he reaches his hand towards me. This time, I don't flinch. I've learned not to do THAT the hard way. He strokes my cheek softly and stares at me with an unfathomable expression. I don't ever want to hurt you again, Nikki," he whispers. I smile softly and he pulls his hand away as I lay back down under the covers, ready to go back to sleep. I'm just going to sleep," I reply. He stares at me sadly, then he gently kisses my forehead and walks out of the room.
Why doesn't Nikki have to love me? I love her so much, yet she hates me so. I know that the only reason she's being so sweet is because she feels sorry for me. She feels sorry that I don't have anyone.
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That I'm nothing but a monster. Maybe if I had a few more days No, Logan, snap out of it! There's no way Nikki's ever going to love you. Don't let her ruin your plans. Quickly, I wipe my tears with the back of my hand and saunter into my room. Laying on the dresser where I left it is a hand-carved wooden stake. I pick it up and stuff it into my pocket, then with vampire speed, I run down the hall, down the stairs, and out into the backyard, where a large, glistening outdoor pool is beckoning.
I walk over to the edge and take a deep breath. Mom and Dad, even though I used to say I hate your guts and that you were such a butt for leaving, I really just missed having parents. Why wasn't I good enough? Was I a failure at being a son? Why did you have to leave me? You were my other half. You were the one I wanted to live the rest of my life with. I'm sorry that I couldn't avenge your death by killing those mutts. I'm sorry that I'm so messed up in the head. I know that if you were here, none of these slaves would be here!
They'd be living their happy lives instead of dealing with my shit. I love you so, so much. I wish that I could have proved it to you, but now it's too late. I know you'll never fall for me. Just know that I'll miss you the most," I whisper with my eyes closed as I slowly reach into my pocket and pull out the stake.
Why would he say that? Is he going to sell me to another vampire? Is he going to kill me? Is he going to let me go home? So many questions run through my mind, but I can't answer any of them. I guess there is only one way to find out. Slowly, I swing my legs out of bed and tiptoe towards the door, then I throw it open and peek my head out. Suddenly, I see Logan run past with blindingly fast speed. He runs down the stairs and I follow him. For some reason, he runs out into the backyard and walks over to the edge of the pool. Just so he doesn't hear me, I lean against the glass patio door and watch him suspiciously.
He closes his eyes and starts to say something. I strain my ear to see if I can hear, but it's no use. I can't do anything but watch him mumble. Suddenly, I see him mouth my name. Why would he mouth my name? Am I the reason he's out there? Is he praying for forgiveness for everything he's done to me? I don't know how I would feel if he did. Part of me doesn't forgive him for raping me and is afraid of him, but the other part of me wants him to hold me in his arms and be there for me through everything.
Suddenly, he reaches into his pocket and pulls something out of it. To my horror, he pulls out a wooden stake! Most of all, Nikki is going to be happy that she doesn't have to deal with me anymore. I can hear all of the slaves laughing at me now. It's a dream come true," Mackenzie would reply.
He would always call me a worthless sl-," Mallory would reply with anger in her eyes. Even Penny would agree. They would all laugh and laugh at the fact that I was gone and I was never coming back Another tear runs down my face and I wipe it away angrily. I'm a fudging vampire for crying out loud! I'm not going to let my unrequited love for Nikki destroy my chance of finally getting peace.
I lower the wooden stake towards my heart again, closing my eyes. Suddenly, I feel the stake being yanked out of my hand. I open my eyes and find myself looking into the brown eyes of Nikki. I stare at her with a sad expression and grab one of her wrists firmly. Suddenly, she jerks away from me and tosses the stake into the pool. I glare at her. Why would you try to kill yourself?
All I ever do is sit around, hurting innocent girls and treating them like slaves. I'm a monster, Nikki," I reply softly. Suddenly, she throws her arms around my neck and pulls me against her, crying into my shoulder. You're not a monster. Not to me," she whispers. I wrap my arms around her waist and bury my head in her gorgeous brown curls, inhaling her scent. I tighten my arms around her and she does the same. So, so sorry that I hurt you. I just thought that no one would care if I was dead," I whisper. She pulls away and gently touches my cheek. She pulls away from me with a small smile as I stare at her in shock.
She smiles wider and hugs me close. I lay my head on top of hers and smile, then I pull away and start to pull her close again. Right when our lips are only centimeters apart, she raises a finger and presses it against my lips. Now, it's time to go upstairs. I'm sleeping with you tonight," she replies. She punches my shoulder playfully. I just want to make sure you're not going to try and kill yourself anymore," she replies. I gently grab her waist and pull her body against mine.
Have it your way," I whisper with a playful smirk as she takes my hand and leads me back into the house. I stand in the doorway of Logan's bathroom, watching Logan get ready for bed. He peels off his tee shirt and jeans, leaving him in his boxers. I bite my lip as he burrows under his covers.
He looks over at me with a smirk. I smile softly, then I climb under the covers and let him pull me against his cool chest. Suddenly, his lips are at my ear. Don't talk about it. As long as you're here, I'll never try that again," he whispers. I smile, then I pull him closer to me, falling asleep on his chest. My eyes meet brown ones and I smile broadly. Did you sleep well? I had the most gorgeous girl in the world snuggling against me," I reply.
She smiles even wider and wraps her arms around my neck. Suddenly, the door bangs open and Mackenzie storms in. Nikki and I pull away from each other quickly. Her face turns into one of fury and she runs towards my side of the bed. It doesn't hurt, but I stare at her in shock. I swear to God if you weren't a vampire, I would kill you Mackenzie stares at her in confusion. I slept with him because I wanted to make sure he would be okay. I-I like him," she admits. Mackenzie stares at her in disbelief, then she slaps me again. She's only a minor, Logan! Dang, you're such a fudging urrg!
God, I swear I'll Mackenzie turns on her angrily. I turn to see Nikki staring at Mackenzie with a hurt expression. Suddenly, a bomb goes off in my head and I jump up with my fangs bared as a guttural growl escapes my throat. I wrap my arms around his waist from behind and put my lips near his ear. He turns to face me and I see that his eyes are blood red. His fangs are also pushed out. He holds her arms by her sides and bites down on her neck. Her face relaxes and she starts to moan. After a few minutes, he licks the bite marks and lets her fall onto the ground.
Suddenly, he turns back towards me and I see that his eyes are back to normal. He turns away from me. Suddenly, he whirls on me with eyes filled with fury. Dammit, why can't you listen? I stare at him with tear-filled eyes, then I turn and run out of the room. I slowly look up and see Nikki standing in the doorway. She's wearing a tight black tee shirt and dark skinny jeans. She slowly walks over to the bed and climbs into the covers, wrapping her arms around my waist tightly. Suddenly, she looks up at me.
I pull away with a sigh.
Suddenly, she touches my cheek and forces me to look at her. I cover my face in my hands and turn away from her, frustrated. It's all because of my past He looks up at me with tear-filled eyes. It's too horrible," he whispers. I want to know how you ended up like this. Why you have slaves. Please tell me," I beg. My parents left me. They just left without even saying goodbye.
A few weeks later, I was placed under the care of horrible foster parents. They hit me, kicked me, cut me, and abused me in every single way possible. That vampire was the only father figure I ever had in my life, so I didn't learn many of the right life skills. At age 17, I met a beautiful girl named Maddison.
She was sweet, beautiful, and a straight A student. I fell in love with her as soon as I met her. A year after we started dating, we started getting really serious. We went out almost every night and any night we didn't, we called each other. Soon, we talked about our life together.
I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, but only being 18, I didn't know how to make a special proposal. When I turned 19, my vampire guardian turned me. Anger that my life was now over, scared that would leave me when I told her, intense sexual desire, and blood-lust. Once I told about my secret, she accepted it and told me that she'd always love me the same way no matter what.
Her blood was way too tempting, but I promised that I would never drink from a human. Three weeks after that day, my vampire coven and I went to war with a werewolf pack. The werewolves killed all of my coven, but me, and I made the mistake of going back for Maddison. They captured and me, then they took us to their lair and chained me against a wall. The night we were captured, the leader of the werewolves came in and grabbed Maddison.
I watched in horror as he raped her and tore her apart right in front of me. If I had known I didn't tell anyone. I didn't want anybody to know of my past. My horrible, horrible past. I couldn't let anyone know that I'll never find true love ever again. I'll never find anyone who can replace my dear sweet Maddison," he whispers. I stroke my fingers through his hair soothingly and I can see him calm down quite a bit.
He nods, then he jumps off of the bed and opens a drawer. He pulls out a photograph, then he hands it to me. She wanted me to have a picture when I went off to war with those filthy mutts," he replies. I study the photograph and a small smile plays on my lips. He sits down beside me and strokes my face with his hand.
What is this feeling I have in my chest? Could it be love or is it lust? I look around the room and jump out of the bed, then I go into the bathroom. She's not in here, either. Finally, I walk out of my bedroom and walk down the hall to her room. When I see she's not in there, I silently walk down to the "slave room" and peek inside. Mallory, Jessica, Nicole, Mackenzie, and Penny are sitting in the plush red chairs as Nikki and Layla bicker in the middle of the room "How can you like that I wince, then I continue to eavesdrop. He's just had a very hard life," Nikki replies defensively.
I can't help but smile a little. Nikki doesn't back down. I know he has," she replies. They're cruel and brutal, nothing more," she snarls. I flinch at her heartless words. A lot," Nikki says firmly. Nicole glares at her also. It's just not beating. Still, I like him a lot and I'm not leaving his side just because you guys want to be dogs instead of standing by one of your friends," Nikki snarls. Suddenly, Penny sneers and stands up from the red velvety chair.
He's just using you. He'll treat you the same way he used to. He'll abuse you harder than before. You mean nothing to him. Vampires have a HUGE sex drive and if you don't give him what he wants, he'll either kill you or leave you. It's your choice to leave him or let it end in heartbreak, Brownie," she snarls. Anger moves through my body and I feel like running in there to rip off Penny's head, but that'll just make Nikki scared to be around me. I watch as Nikki reaches out and slaps Penny across the face.
Secretly, I smile widely. He would never do anything to hurt me. I know he wouldn't," she snarls. For some reason, I smile even wider when she says boyfriend. Penny starts to lunge at her, but Layla steps between them and turns towards Nikki with sad eyes. You know that," she replies. Suddenly, Layla shakes her head and tears pour down her face. I don't know who the heck you are," she says shakily. Nikki starts to cry. Don't be like this," she begs. Without another word, Nikki turns and runs out of the slave room. As soon as she runs past me, I grab her hand.
Before she can scream, I place a hand over her mouth and pull her close so I can whisper in her ear. She tries to struggle away from me, thinking I'm a kidnapper or something. She automatically stops struggling and wraps her arms around my neck. I didn't believe any of them.
I swear," she replies. I believe you," I say quietly. I smile, then I kiss her forehead. He nods and studies my expression. You're the only reason why I'm still alive. The one reason why I want to change. The one reason I don't want to be a monster anymore," he says, stroking my cheek softly, as he waits for me to say it back. I open my mouth, but for some reason, the words can't come out of my mouth. I quickly look away from his loving gray eyes, but I feel him take my face into one of his hands. I look up into his sad eyes and automatically regret it. When I don't answer, he releases my body and starts to run back up the stairs with vampire speed.
Please," I beg, running after him as fast as I can. When I finally reach his closed bedroom door, I'm panting breathlessly. Hewy's Animated Movie Reviews: Fillmore identifies Bianca as Duffy. When Karen declares Xander an unusual name, Al and Niamh try to explain to her and Mrs Tembe that Xander's mother was a big Buffy fan and try to extol the brilliance of the series. The sequence ends with Al stating that the series Buffy 'has a little something for everyone'.
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