Sarah's sister entered the room to find Sarah masturbating using the head of her favorite teddy bear rubbing her vagina and her clitoris with teddy. Her Sister told their dad of this and the father shouted at Sarah about the incident calling her a dirty cow and threw teddy on the open fire.
Fathers scolding of Sarah was incorrect and this stopped her masturbating herself for the rest of her life. Such a reprimand for such an incident was typical for the time period. Fortunately boys and girls, we now live in a much more enlightened time period with young boys and girls openly talking amongst themselves about masturbation, It is very rare now that a parent will criticize a child for masturbating.
Masturbation relieves stress in children in this modern society. This is a considerable step forward. Most young people masturbate and masturbation is considered normal in this society. In the breakup of my marriage about fifteen years earlier, this break up and the arguments before the break up with my wife had caused me considerable psychological damage, Shortly after the break up of my marriage a friend David helped me a lot, and I had a dream about having oral sex with David.
I had kept friendly with David, we helped each other with computer and technology interests. I was still slightly attracted to David and with the psychological damage from Sarah I had oral sex with David, I enjoyed this, but felt extremely suicidal afterwards. For three months I had not seen Sarah, Denese invited me round for a family meal, Sarah was there, Sarah and I, we had an opportunity to talk. Sarah said she did not want to see Nicki any more and would remain faithful, so we resumed the relationship. I did not tell Sarah that I had oral sex with David, and I stopped having oral sex with David telling him I had resumed the relationship with Sarah.
Shortly after this Sarah moved away from her Sister in to her own flat, this was a single bedroom and lounge kitchen accommodation, the flat was kept very clean by Sarah and a carer Jean. Sarah and I, our relationship was very good. After a while a new tenant moved in to the flat below Sarah's flat, Sarah had much in common with this man, they were both alcoholics, television interests were very similar, and he cooked for her.
Sarah assured me that she was not having sex with this man. I went to see Sarah one afternoon she was not in her flat so I knocked on the door of the flat below, Sarah came to the door and joined me. Sarah was drunk, we went upstairs to her flat, Sarah assured me that there was no sex going on between her and the man in the flat below. We started to make love on the lounge floor, I thought it was about time to find out if Sarah was screwing this man in this flat below. As I was thrusting Sarah in the missionary position, every time I thrust her I hit my knee on the floor making a noise so the man in the flat below could hear it.
I thought if he is having sex with Sarah he would stop the relationship, I would be the winner in this contest, winner takes all. Unfortunately the man was violent and in retaliation this man hit Sarah and bruised her. Sarah then admitted that she was having sex with this man, she said men had often hit her in the past for being unfaithful, I stopped the relationship with Sarah.
About six months later, Sarah came to see me at my house, she said that David Rose the man in the flat below her was in prison for beating another woman. I had condoms so we resumed the relationship, the relationship carried on with condoms. There was often dirty sexual talk that she wanted from me when we phoned each other, Sarah liked me talking dirty to her on the phone. I enjoyed this too often getting an erection as we talked.
I still loved Sarah, but not as much as I had loved her before she was unfaithful. Sarah was the most loving person I had ever met, she loved to kiss and cuddle, we always had our arms around each other, I liked this, I love to cuddle too. I did not have a car, and when we walked we were always holding hands or arms around each other. Because of my very ill childhood my mother was always cuddling me, I was always hanging on to mother near her breasts and this fundamental childhood program follows on in to adulthood.
Equally so, I could not keep my hands off Sarah I was always telling her I loved her kissing cuddling petting and having intercourse with her. In an effort to keep her sexually satisfied I would control coming to orgasm and ejaculation just keeping an erect penis and thrusting her for hours, she never refused me. I would often fantasize about Sarah and masturbate using brain imagery when I was alone at home achieving high orgasm. The reason for this masturbation at home was after Sarah's unfaithfulness I could not fully give myself to her in sexual intercourse, also I was fully occupied in satisfying Sarah: I loved her and I derived most of my mental satisfaction from this.
We bathed together in my large bath I would often massage her large breasts with soapy hands, we both liked this, we often had a couple of glasses of wine whilst relaxing in the bath. I often placed one of my big toes just inside her vagina massaging her clitoris whilst we laid in the bath she liked this, on one occasion I lifted one of Sarah's feet up and said I am going to suck your big toe. I started sucking her big toe, and I asked 'do you like it' she replied 'it tickles,' I said 'do you like it? I often washed and combed her hair. We both liked doing this we were both happy as long as I was loving and caring towards her.
I met Sarah's ex boyfriend Nicki, a chance encounter, in Ipswich town center we talked about Sarah, he said that he could not satisfy Sarah sexually and to his knowledge no man had ever been able to satisfy Sarah until she said that she wanted to stop, she was insatiable. This presented me with a problem, I now realized that Sarah was a nymphomaniac, and her need for lots of cuddles and love. This need for love was also increased because her young children were now permanently fostered, she had lost the love and cuddles from her children.
I discussed Sarah's extreme need for sex with her and she admitted that whilst having sex for long periods of time she had never been exhausted and never asked the lover to stop. The relationship at this time had lasted about a year. I was craving Sarah's love exactly as a child would put their arms around their mother for a cuddle when the child has been upset. I was craving her love because I was being abused in Ipswich increasing my need for love and cuddles and her company.
I was being sexually profiled where ever I went, often with assessed failed tests, this caused a lot of continuous abuse of my brain. This book at the time was an on-line diary that I kept updating recording the abuse, the effect, the depression caused, the mental changes causing paranoia, anger, and psychopathy.
The trouble with nymphomania
The reason I kept publishing the book was that the abuse caused constant change to my sexual interests map causing variable sexual interests in children, babies, adults, men, and colours. Sexual interests maps have plasticity in this respect. No offenses were committed, I did not want to touch, it did not cause sexual fantasy and I did not want another sexual partner.
These were just adapting interests that caused me to look at adults and children as I walked through Ipswich. I told Sarah of this and told her that I would not touch anybody else, I just wanted her love, I needed it more than anything at the time because of this abuse.
I will describe this abuse. People in Ipswich did not like the book Surrogate Daughter, if a book that is highly controversial is published a lot more people will talk about the book and read it, this is the same for any publication. I wanted people to read Surrogate Daughter so they would understand the science. People were making gestures as they approached me, holding their noses to indicate disgust, the paedophile gestures were shaping a hand like a gun and pointing this shaped gun towards their neck or temple. Other paedophile gestures are holding an ear lobe between fingers or placing an arm across the body to hold an ear lobe.
These gestures may be peculiar to Ipswich Suffolk England, however, I have not traveled far so I have not been able to confirm this. These gestures were very mentally destructive to me amplifying the need for lots of love and cuddles. One day we were at Sarah's sisters, Nicki came in to the house, her sister invited Nicki in to the house because he is the father of one of her sisters children.
We all socialized for a while and Sarah talked to Nicki, Sarah asked if she could go to the nearby park with Nicki, I thought this is an open park, they will not have sex.
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They returned about an hour later. The next day I had sex with Sarah and when I withdrew my penis there was a piece of a tree leaf on the head of my penis, I told Sarah and the family of this, Sarah's sister told me that Sarah liked sex in parks, I was not pleased. We decided to carry on our the relationship and shortly after this Nicki moved out of the area. Shortly after the leaf incident I was washing Sarah,s hair in the bath I had prepared for her rinsing her hair with a large heavy soup mug.
Sarah looked up at me on one occasion with a very worried look, I said 'you know what I am thinking,' she said 'yes, you want to hit me on the head with the mug,' I said 'yes, but I will not hit you. One day I held Sarah closely in my arms looking at her face, I very softly said 'I love you darling, I love you, you fucking bitch. The day before valentines day arrived, I saw Sarah and proposed marriage to her, she was very happy.
I told Sarah that I had oral sex with David after we last split up and I assured her that this will not happen again. Sarah said that her sister had told her of this and she did not believe her sister. Sarah's sisters children arrived at the flat, the children are unruly, I left Sarah stating that I would go home read the news and science sites on the internet, I stated that I would return to see her later in the evening at about 8pm. At about 7PM it was Sarah, she stated she could not handle the children's behavior and she was then going to take the children back to her sisters house.
I had bought Sarah some flowers and a gift for valentines day, I intended to spend valentines day with Sarah. Her sister gets up early when mornings arrive so I telephoned the sister at 8AM and asked to speak to Sarah, her sister said she was not there. Her sister stated Nicki had arrived the previous evening at Sarah's flat, the children had returned to the sisters on the bus.
I quickly went to Sarah's flat and let myself in with a pass key, there were two breakfast plates in the kitchen, Nicki had left. I did not shout at Sarah, I just said that I would not see Sarah again, I came home and worked for the day in my house unhappy. A few weeks passed and then Sarah came to my house. She said that she had caught Nicki in her flat in bed with another girl, she had pushed Nicki down the stairs hurting him. Sarah told the girl to leave the flat and not return.
Sarah also stated that she had burnt the bed, I laughed at this statement. Sarah said she was definitely not going to see Nicky again, we resumed the relationship. Shortly after this Sarah moved to a new better flat on a better estate the other side of Ipswich. I worked at home during the day and went to see Sarah at night.
She had a music system in the lounge, but I set up a new music system in the bedroom so we could listen to music when we were in bed together and I could listen to music when Sarah was watching TV in the lounge. Sarah could be watching her favorite TV program but if I suggested that we go in the bedroom she would give me a broad smile nodding and follow me in to the bedroom.
We both love love songs, rhythm and blues, Sarah said I was the first boyfriend that liked the same music as her, I said my ex wife did not like most of my music, I was very pleased that we both loved the same music. The relationship returned to it,s former glory.
Sarah could wear me out with her need for sex, I was not coming to orgasm very much, I just wanted to hold Sarah in my arms and love her. Sarah was a good host and when I arrived in her flat at night she would say do you want a cup of tea? I would say 'lets go to bed' we would quickly go in the bedroom, sometimes we would have a competition to see who would get undressed the quickest. I would say the last one to get undressed and jump in to bed is a prat, one, two, three, GO.
We would remove our clothes as fast as we could in about half a minute and jump in to bed fast and start kissing and cuddling and making love.
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I often took milk and food to her flat to eat to balance her finances, I did not use her for free meals. I told Sarah that she was a nymphomaniac and explained to her what a nymphomaniac is, she agreed that she was a nymphomaniac always wanted sex, never refused sex. One day when I met her she was very happy, she immediately told me that she had read in a celebrity magazine that one of the pussy cat dolls pop group girls was like her a nymphomaniac and always wanted and never refused sex. Sarah was very pleased that a celebrity in a famous pop group was like her.
I bought a vibrator for Sarah, one night after a mutual bath, now standing in the bath, I asked Sarah if she wanted me to put the vibrator in to her back passage.
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I said that I would be very careful and would not to hurt her. Sarah agreed and I put some lubricant on the vibrator and carefully inserted the vibrator twisting it right and left fully in to her anus. I had switched the vibrator on before I inserted it, I asked Sarah if it was good, she said it was good.
I then slid my free hand around her and inserted my fingers in to her vagina massaging her clitoris she orgasmed again and again, this was one way of satisfying her without wearing me out. We often did this, she loved it and so did I. I often had oral sex with Sarah and she would orgasm again and again, I loved making her continuously orgasm.
One night she said I will ride you, I let her ride me for about three hours I was laying she was on top, straddling me, I kept her upright by holding her firmly by her large breasts. She could orgasm again and again, I kept my penis really hard and did not orgasm, to orgasm I would probably lose the erection. I just wanted her to orgasm again and again watching her face change every time she came to orgasm. I just could not keep my hands off her, we were not using condoms because they would not stay in place with such long sex sessions.
I often let her ride me for up to three hours three times a day, sometimes when she was asleep I would carefully insert a finger on to her clitoris and massage it, soon her legs would start giggling, she would wake up and I would say do you want a ride, she always said yes. On one occasion we had four such sex sessions in sixteen hours, she rode me until she was exhausted and could not carry on. She said that I was the only man that had ever worn her out and fully satisfied her , we were in love very much, I just loved holding her and bringing her to continuous orgasms.
When we passed each other in her flat I would often touch her and where ever I touched her she always said oh babe. She would often touch me as we passed, and I would say I love you, we where very much in love. One evening Sarah was in extreme pain, this was period pains, I cuddled her in bed to try to help relieve the pain, I also appeared to feel the pain with her. I said if you have a bath this might help, she bathed but the pain was still with her, she was doubled up in pain, I asked if she wanted a ride to see if this would relieve the pain.
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I told her that I had not made love to a woman on a period, she replied neither had she had sex on a period. I let her ride me, and the pain soon went, she was pleased and said that she had orgasmed and did not know this was possible when on a period. I expected blood on my lower abdomen when we finished there was none, there was just a smearing of light blood on my penis, this was the only occasion that we had sex whilst she was on a period.
We discussed being medicated to stop having periods, Sarah had knowledge of this, she replied 'I am a woman when I have periods, I like being a woman. My penis immediately became extremely erect and my penis was inside her within about a minute. I held her against a door as we were making love.
I had worked out all of the erogenous zones on Sarah, these zones are different for all people. I asked Sarah for feedback as to where she liked me to touch her and at what pressure or massage level, I would ask her to tell me everything that she loved me doing to her, saying do you like me to touch you more in this area than another area. I manipulated these zones to bring Sarah to maximum heights and repetition of orgasm, I often talked dirty to Sarah as she was riding me, this would often bring her to a sexual multi orgasmic head banging trance.
I had to assess that this was not going to cause a brain hemorrhage, however, she was young and very strong. I would start with, say, ' I love you babe, love you babe, give it to me babe, come babe, come babe, keep going babe, harder babe, harder babe, come babe, come babe, keep coming babe, give it to me give it to me, fuck me babe, fuck me, fuck me harder, harder, go for it, get there, I love you, I love you babe, come babe, come babe, keep coming, I'm right in there babe, right up to your womb, fuck me, fuck me, you've made me really hard, you really turn me on, I love you, I love you.
You are lovely, you are lovely and wet, your love juice is all over me. When Sarah was getting really high, I would say, higher babe, higher babe, get higher babe, Sarah knew this meant higher multi orgasmic. The harder I held Sarah's breasts and pushed them up without pain as I was talking, always got her to extreme multi orgasmic head banging condition. I could feel when Sarah was getting exhausted, she likes me to come inside her, we had often prior discussed this she used say, I like the cream, and she would make a loud purring noise like a cat.
I loved it when she purred loud like a cat, we would both laugh. So, to end the love making sessions I would come and I would say as the orgasm was slowly building up, 'you are going to get the cream babe, fuck me, fuck me, you are going to get the cream, fuck me babe, fuck me harder, fuck me, fuck me, as I orgasm-ed and ejaculated I would groan saying 'the cream is there, there is loads of it, fuck me, fuck me hard, get it all out.
Sarah would ride me vigorously until all the sperm was emitted, I would then say, 'do you want to stop, she would usually say yes,' she was thoroughly exhausted. We would then cuddle and kiss lightly on the lips, I would tell her I loved her, often whilst lightly kissing her face, her eye lids, and across her brow, we would often cuddle and do this for some time. Sometimes after a couple of hours I would ask Sarah if she wanted another ride, my penis would be erect, she would often want another ride.
This dirty words talk mixed with 'I love you' scenario being for longer and longer periods of time of heightened highly orgasmic trance sex for Sarah. This making very sexually increasing desire for me, and making her fall in love with me more, wanting me more and more, the same had happened to me, I fell in love with her more wanting to hold her and satisfy her at every opportunity. Sarah really enjoyed vaginal sex doggy fashion I would thrust her as hard as I could going in and out of her vagina every 0. Every time I thrust hard Sarah would moan with delight, I could keep this up for about an hour, I enjoyed her moans every time I thrust her.
I asked her what she felt every time when I thrust my penis inside her, she explained that she felt a really lovely explosion in her stomach. One summer we went to Lowestoft on the train, I asked Sarah if she wanted to go on the beach? We had a bit of a competition building sandcastles, and relaxing on the beach, it kept her away from alcohol, it was a very good day. I like simple pleasures in relaxation like crabbing at Walberswick and Ipswich Dock with adults and children.
Throughout the relationship I begged Sarah to reduce her alcohol input, this fell on deaf ears, she was a hopeless alcoholic. I assess that her children being taken in to care increased this addiction. She could not stop her drinking, she always had a glass in her hand, it was very rare that she was not wobbly or very drunk. There is much more that I can add to this book, but the main points of our relationship are covered.
Wrong Assessment Social Services. I assess from what I saw in Sarah in the way she acted and what she said before a meeting was set up for her to see her children that she could not handle seeing the children without holding and cuddling them and bringing the children away from the foster parents. The consequences of this was that she went to pieces as the meeting date to see the children approached, she became very drunk and incapable.
Social Services noted this from carers and would cancel visits.
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